Adonai, I am still learning to grow in your love. (Today what choices have been inadequate reposes to your love?)
Defensiveness about the “hijacking of parts” e-mail;
“Bad mind” rehearsing negative conversations ;

Examen: Intention
Adonai, open my eyes & ears to be more honest with myself.
Today, what do I really want for myself?
* To not feel like I’m carrying a heavy barbell;
* To read, and understand, my book: Soulfully Gay [Joe Perez]
* Work on the “values” section of the planner method

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Examen: Examination
Adonai, show be what has been happening to me and in me this day
Today, in what ways have I experienced your love?
* Helping Mom with her trash (to come)

Today, what am I most thankful for?

Joining Netflicks;;
Recieving Pet Shop Boys Nightlife cd;

Adonai, I am still learning to grow in your love.- Today, what choices have been inadequate responses to your love?
Talking about the CS co-worker (at another location) who told us at 11 am about a customer shut down on Monday (on a part that she has known about for two weeks!)

Intention: Adonai, open my eyes and ears to be more honest with myself. (Today, what do I really want for myself.)
I want to be able to answer this question.

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The Examen is intended as a daily practice, but I'm going to start by tackling it over 5 days because these are questions that are challenging me to answer. All 5 in a day, every day, are too much for now.